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Patris's avatar

I hope he makes it. I am seeing him so very clearly..

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Jimmy Doom's avatar

There are some very positive signs to go with the big negative of bailing rehab.But it’s always a trapeze act for the first couple months. After that it’s more of a balance beam.

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George P Farrell's avatar

Is it a question or a statement? Big difference.

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Jimmy Doom's avatar

I think some people like to make statements when they’re not really facts but addicts are more likely to think they’re operating in a gray area when the fact is that they’re in trouble.

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George P Farrell's avatar

Addiction and loneliness seem to go together.

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Jimmy Doom's avatar

It can. But there can be loneliness in recovery too. I’m lucky: Most of my years of active addiction I was playing in a band, sometimes in front of 1200 people or more, then making movies with large groups of creative people. It was the people I made movies with who started seeing the effects of what I was doing off set that first made me seriously think about getting sober.

Obviously AA and nearly 24 hour available meetings help some people combat loneliness in recovery, but getting clean can shed some companions pretty quickly.

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George P Farrell's avatar

Probably better off “shed.” On another note, all experiences, good or bad, are food for a writer.

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Jimmy Doom's avatar

I doubt I’d still be on this writing streak if I didn’t draw from personal experience

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ARC's avatar

very emotional and compelling short story.

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Jimmy Doom's avatar

Thanks. Somebody somewhere is going through it right now. Thousands of em on Day 9, some for the third or fourth or last time.

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Joe's avatar

Everyone needs a Push in life.

As I read this, I was thinking about things I've kept.

Excellent story.

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Jimmy Doom's avatar

Thanks J/S. I know so many people like this. Of course, I was a little bit like this. No long term attachments to plush toys though ( and I wasn’t a smoker, somehow)

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Jen Cantwell's avatar

Like the idea of writing every single day, and the story was really compelling. I'm going to go paid so I can read more!

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Zivah Avraham's avatar

This grabbed me. Never been in rehab but I do have an addictive personality - there but for the grace of God, and all that.

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Jimmy Doom's avatar

I’ve quit every substance I’ve ever abused except probably sugar (and I did quit that for a while). I feel very fortunate I was able to. I’ve had close friends let it kill em

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Zach Rudolph's avatar

Great writing. love the concise style.

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Jimmy Doom's avatar

Thanks. Some stories don’t need a lot of added corduroy and fringe.

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